What a day

SO I just realized that I don't know how to keep my emotions in check I wear them on my sleeve. How sad is that? I'm 29 years old and still crying at the drop of a hat. Oh well... Its funny since I thought I was fine. Anyway here is what went down. I went to practice today just to talk and visit with my teammates. Only as soon as I looked at my team, I broke down and cried. How pitiful right. Not really, if I could only tell you how supportive these ladies have been for me it would amaze you... But I won't go into all of that right now. I'm still tripping over how this day, week and month have been playing out.
On my way to my post op check up today, I got into a car accident. Well I should really say that a woman who wasn't paying attention to where she was going ran right into the back of my brother's car... WTH WE WERE AT A STOP LIGHT. REally, really sad. My doctors were in complete shock and kept thinking I was joking. Sometimes I just laugh since things can only be horrible if you let them right... I just keep thinking there is a blessing somewhere with my name on it... HAS TO BE!!! How much can one person really take... I know I laugh about things that aren't funny but its how I cope...
Last week I had my first surgery to fix my blown out knee, on the same day my family buried my aunt... WHAT a DAY RIGHT?! going into surgery thinking about death... Not a calming situation...
I know this post was a little all over the map, but oh well I will try to organize my thoughts next time I put them to the page...

OR NOT!!!